First week done

Well i just completed my first week of outreach and  its been a really hard fight for me to just focus on God. A lot of old enemies are starting to come out. My lowest point of the week was on Wed. because that whole day while i was working at the orphanage i was getting really angry, the kids wouldnt listen and where behaving horrible. The whole team was under so much attack, i just gave up, i was so defeated. I don't remember a time where i was that weak, i just kept thinking only three more days left. When we went home we just prayed and God totally gave me strengh and motivation to keep persevering, and ever since then I have been fighting for God and those kids. We finished our last day with the kids on Sat. and i really think we made a huge impact on their lives, because the staff there just yell at them all the time and hardly show them any love. I really do believe that we were able to show the kids what Gods love was like. Me and another guy where in chage of leading a small group with the older guys and i really felt God telling me to teach them what a leader was and how to be one. I told them all the younger ones looked up to them and followed their example. I don't think anyone had ever told them that, so Im just putting there lives in Gods hand and he will take care of them.